Why Me....... Why Me.. thats all that I am thinking today.. why is it that life always enforces on me the second best option although, the best is available.. Why is that I come so close to getting the best and I have to settle being the second best...for no fault of mine.....Why??

What is wrong in my fate.. that I don't know.. what to with my fate.. perhaps.. Life has been documented for me as a struggle by the person sitting up above.. I give my best shot and put my heart and soul in it and hope for rewards to come and just at the moment, when I see it coming.. It goes away.. and I am given something else..

Its like you are promised a Ferrari and given a Toyota instead.. Why is fate playing this game with me.

Why.. Why.. Why me..